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You enjoy the spectacle of our devastationIt isn't cliches that enslaved her, it's you who enslaved her in the loftiest of the shallow cliches--and that resentful kid, with her stutterer's hatred of injustice, had no protection at allYou got her to believe she was at one with the downtrodden people--and made her into your patsy, your stoogeFred Conlon, as a result, is deadThat was who you killed to stop the war: the chief of staff up at the hospital in Dover, the guy who in a small community hospital established a coronary care unit of eight beds
Instead of exploding in the middle of the night when the village was empty, the bomb, either as planned or by mistake, went off at five a an hour before Hamlin's store opened for the day and the moment that Fred Conlon turned away from having dropped into the mailbox envelopes containing checks for household bills that he'd paid at his desk the evening beforeHe was on his way to the hospitalA chunk of metal flying out of the store struck him at the back of the skull
Dawn was under sedation and couldn't see anyone, but the Swede had gone to Russ and Mary Hamlin's house and expressed his sympathy about the store, told logo dolce & gabbana the Hamlins how much the store had meant to Dawn and him, how it was no less a part of their lives than it was of everyone else's in the community; then he went to the wake--in the coffin Conlon looked fine, fit, just as affable as ever--and the following week, with their doctor already arranging for Dawn's hospitalization, the Swede went alone to visit Conlon's widowHow he managed to get to that woman's house for tea is another story--another book--but he did it, he did it, and heroically she served him tea while he extended his family's condolences in the words that he had revised in his mind five hundred times but that, when spoken, were still no good, even more hollow than those he'd uttered to Russ and Mary Hamlin: "deep and sincere regretsthe agony of your familymy wife would like you to know After listening to everything he had to say, MrsConlon quietly replied, displaying an outlook so calm and kind and compassionate that the Swede wanted to disappear, to hide like a child, while at the same time the urge was nearly overpowering to throw himself at her feet and to remain there forever, begging for her forgiveness"You are good parents and you raised your prada borse daughter the way you thought best," she said to him"It was not your fault and I don't hold anything against youYou didn't go out and buy the dynamiteYou didn't make the bombYou didn't plant the bombYou had nothing to do with the bombIf, as it appears, your daughter turns out to be the one who is responsible, I will hold no one responsible but herI feel badly for you and your family, MrI have lost a husband, my children have lost a fatherBut you have lost something even greaterYou are parents who have lost a childThere is not a day that goes by that you won't be in my thoughts and in my prayers The Swede had known Fred Conlon only slightly, from cocktail parties and charity events where they found themselves equally boredMainly he knew him by reputation, a man who cared about his family and the hospital with the same devotion--a hard worker, a good guyUnder him, the hospital had begun to plan a building program, the first since its construction, and in addition to the new coronary care unit, during his stewardship there had been a long-overdue modernization of emergency room facilitiesBut who gives a shit about the emergency room of a community hospital out in the purse logo sticks? Who gives a shit about a rural general store whose owner has been running it since 1921? We're talking about humanity! When has there ever been progress for humanity without a few small mishaps and mistakes? The people are angry and they have spoken! Violence will be met by violence, regardless of consequences, until the people are liberated! Fascist America down one post office, facility completely destroyed
Except, as it happened, Hamlin's was not an official Upost office nor were the Hamlins Upostal employees--theirs was merely a postal station contracted, for x number of dollars, to handle a little postal business on the sideHamlin's was no more a government installation than the office where your accountant makes out your tax formsBut that is a mere technicality to world revolutionariesFacility destroyed! Eleven hundred Old Rimrock residents forced, for a full year and a half, to drive five miles to buy their stamps and to get packages weighed and to send anything registered or special deliveryThat'll show Lyndon Johnson who's boss
They were laughing at himLife was laughing at himConlon had said, "You are as much the victims of this tragedy as we white chanel watch ceramic areThe difference is that for us, though recovery will take time, we will survive as a familyWe will survive as a loving familyWe will survive with our memories intact and with our memories to sustain usIt will not be any easier for us than it will be for you to make sense of something so senselessBut we are the same family we were when Fred was here, and we will survive
The clarity and force with which she implied that the Swede and his family would not survive made him wonder, in the weeks that followed, if her kindness and her compassion were so all-encompassing as he had wanted at first to believe
He never went to see her again
He told his secretary that he was going over to New York, to the Czech mission, where he'd already had preliminary discussions about a trip to Czechoslovakia later in the fallIn New York he had examined specimen gloves as well as shoes, belts, pocketbooks, and wallets manufactured in Czechoslovakia, and now the Czechs were working up plans for him to visit factories in Brno and Bratislava so he could see the glove setup firsthand and examine a more extensive sample of their work while it was in production and when it came off the dior china floo